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[Apr 13 05 ` 8 59 pm]
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PS. I'm actually using this one.
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[Apr 13 05 ` 5 05 pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

First Off...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALICE! I MISS YOU!

Second...

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Me And My Cowboy boots shall take over the World.

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[Apr 11 05 ` 9 51 pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Okay, In honor of John, I'm asking the big question.

if you were to label me (eww), what would you?

Be Honest, Kiddies.


PS. Surfing this weekend, as usual. Who's coming?
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Gay Frat Parties and Fever Pitch. [Apr 8 05 ` 10 46 pm]
[ mood | soooo happy ]

Oh My God. I just had the second best night of my life.

I got invited to a frat party for real, and it was so crazy. but it was heaven as well, seeing it was in Hollywood, it was profoundly gay college guys...really really cute gay college guys. I saw two of them making out, and it was hot. Wow.

Then Mateo came in town and picked me up and we went to the Grove. We decided to see a movie and Ring Two was playing too late, so we ended up seeing Fever Pitch (which i wanted to see anyway). Oh My God. That is one fo the best fucking movies I've ever seen. It combines two things I love, Jimmy Fallon and baseball. I seriously fucking recommend you see it.

But there were ALOT of Red Sox fans in the audience, so throughout the movie when they show clips form a game, fans would stand up and yell. So Mateo and I figured, why not join in? They showed a clip from a 2002 summer game and we stood up and screamed like wild monkeys. haha we got looked at. But seriously, I Love that movie so fucking much. I'm seeing it again fo sho.

The only thing I hate about the movie...It makes me wish i had a boyfriend, real bad.

Then we went to Jack N The Box and pretended to be russian.

I had such a good fucking night.

PS. Tomorrow will be even better. I'm going surfing then seeing Sin City with Jesus. Hurrah.

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[Apr 7 05 ` 9 30 pm]
FAMILY TREE

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See the resemblance?
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Guess Yo Numbah! [Apr 7 05 ` 8 26 pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Guess which one you are...

1. You are my best friend. NX3X, KOK, Evangeline Love. I do love you so much. I can't wait till you come here in July. You've always been an amazing friend to me. Your movie for Ed will be amazing. I miss you so fucking much. This summer will be the best ever. You are my wife, and my first pick if i were lesbian. youre such a chica bonita. you are my love, and i cherish all of our memories. i'm going to write you a letter right now!! PS - we need to taaaalk..something matt said involving you, ed, and a condom. i love you.

2. You are my hippie. my extreme crazy supreme hippie. topanga style. you and i are the creators of operation NICKBOOTY! i love you. i hope your ear is all better, because we need to go surfing soon. i miss your house. its so rad. and i love all our memories together. call me and we shall hang soon, and this summer im buying you the mysterious palm purse, and making you a mysterious palm shirt. I LUV U!

3. We started talking in 8th grade in mr greenfields history class, saying we were going to buy chon lee that fake tiffany's necklace and get CHON engraved on it. now this year we became close cuz'z. we gonna take our mamas out all night, and show them what its all about. i love ya, cuz. incorporating our love's names into Dandy Warhols songs, chasing David Spade look alikes, pointing to chicks that look like dudes and saying "HEY, whos that guy, just hangin at your pad". i hope we become alot closer over the coming years, and i earn uncle satan's..i mean steve's respect. Peace Nigz.

4. Best Friend Foreva/Ex-Boyfriend. AFI buddy. you know who you are. and RAP SUCKS.

5. You are my daughter. and i love you. i love surfing with you, and we are going again this saturdayyy. Surf Academy fo life. and surfing fo life. KOK fo life. all that jazz. i love you like a daughter..wait...you ARE my daughter. haha.

6. You are my sprinkler running through buddy (one of two). We share an uncanning passion for Unicorns, Strawberry cake, pacman (more so you), and the beach. i cant wait till we go to goodwill and get dresses and go swim in the ocean. oh yeah, we'er both hawaiian. and we love kurt cobain, and sublime. i love love love you, madam. i hope we too become much closer friends. PS - Our story ROCKS!

7. Just cuz' you are an old man in college dont mean i forgot you. i miss you and mama bear SOOO much. we seriously need to hang out soon. i feel like we are complete strangers now. i hope we talk soon because i miss our long talks, and you insulting my photoshop skills. i miss when we saw garden state, and everyday giving you half of my lunch in the summer (potato salad and half of my sandwich and coke). i love you, and i hope you get a girlfriend soon.

8. AHH I LOVE YOU so fucking much. you are my favourite! and remember, when you die, (and its in your will), i get your parents. and when Mo dies, i get your part of benway that she gets. ps, we are hanging out tomorrow, until 430, haha, and im excited.

9.Youre my favourite asian. fo sho. i love you sooo much, we need to smoke..meh...i mean hang out soon. and im SO excited about disneyland! we will have SOOO much fun!! you are my crazy rice spice, and i LOVE YOU!!

10. We share this neverending passion for Him. (not the band). and ya know, no matter what you say, you ARE beautiful. and not a lesbian, haha. you need to dye your hair blue, or pink. im not kidding. i love talking to you all the time, and i hope we ALSO get closer. we ARE in a friggin band together. you can always talk to me, and we NEED to hang out soon, k?

11. I love you. its funny how we wanted to kill each other in the beggining of the year. now we are semi best friends. i know youre going through some tough shit right now, and im ALWAYS here to talk to. i love you like crazy, and we need some glasses (haha inside joke) and blah got an emo haircut. oh my.

12. I have your back no matter what! we've never fought and i hope it stays that way forever. because i love you so much. you and karen are my red headed sisters. i LOVE YOU and i have your back for anything, for always.

13. Umm... we need to smoke soon. haha or go to the back of amoeba and make babies. as you wish. i hate that youre in 8th grade, you should be in 9th. because we could see each other more often. i miss you, and i hope your going to surf academy this year.

14. 8th grade science would have sucked without you. youre such a sweetheart, no matter what you think. im glad we got closer this year, and we should hang out soon. mr rogers 2nd period fo life. and MATH NERRDS FOR LIFE!

15. im glad we are getting closer this year. ms kariya is a stoned moron. haha youre on swim team, loser. just kidding. we should go surfing soon, fur real. or swimming, however you like it.

16. you and chris are the cutest couple in the world. youre such a sweet girl, and i love being friends with you. we share a hateful passion against shane keckin, for, certain reasons. lol. meeting you in 7th grade science, mr massa's class was so great. im so glad we're friends.

If I forgot anyone, do tell.

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[Apr 6 05 ` 9 32 pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Things to do before summer...

+Have a picnic with the toothpastes...

+Get dresses from goodwill with mo and we go swim in the ocean

+The Toothpastes Disneyland (AKA the motherland) Trip, Duh!

+Run through sprinklers

+Play waterpolo in PE with the toothpastes, win games,& the team name is the toothpastes

+Have another grass war

+Melrose day with all of the toothpastes

+bowling day with the toothpastes

Anything else I should do?

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[Apr 4 05 ` 7 10 pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

i hate my life so much right now.

i dont have a best friend, and theres alot of pain im going through right now. and i really need someone to talk to who i can actually talk to. i hate sarah mcelroy. biggest backstabber ever. i feel like i have no best friend(s). the only one i feel i have lives thousands of miles away, in italy. yes, chiara. and i miss her so.

so much hell went down today and i have no one to talk to about it. its all bottled up inside of me and im about ot blow up. i hatehatehate everything right now. im losing all my friends by the minute. i feel like i still need time away from school.

sarah mcelroy if youre reading this, i'd like my favorite CD's back please, you know which ones. and my amoeba shirt. thnx, best friend.

looks like the depression and internal pain is starting up again.

thank you to everyone who made me feel bad today, i love you.

xoxo
Ali.

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I ♥ Matt Colclough [Apr 3 05 ` 8 18 pm]
[ mood | bummed ]

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:42:08 PM)
   men suck ass

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:42:14 PM)
   i agree

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:42:19 PM)
   i wish i could have a gay boyfriend

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:42:23 PM)
   that would be the best

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:42:41 PM)
   lol how would that work?

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:43:30 PM)
   i dont know, but he would only be into me, and no other girls. only guys. so its okay if he dates another guy, because technically its like me dating two guys at once. and besides, that means threesomes

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:43:46 PM)
   lol

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:43:59 PM)
   i have such stupid theories

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:44:06 PM)
   im probably as close as i can get to being gay without actually liking men alot

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:44:15 PM)
   

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:45:03 PM)
   it sucks being me, having a fetish for gay men.

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:45:09 PM)
   because no gay man will ever take me

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:45:23 PM)
   it sucks being me having a fetish for wanting to be a woman in a threesome LOL

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:45:34 PM)
   yours is more likely to happen

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:45:40 PM)
   haha, likewise.

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:45:55 PM)
   yeh and that defo more likely to happen to you

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:46:20 PM)
   i doubt it will, but i'll put it on my list of things to do.

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:46:32 PM)
   so, hows that indie music going for you there?

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:46:54 PM)
   lol

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:46:57 PM)
   its good

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:47:19 PM)
   im listening to death cab as we speak, but they are far from being indie

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:47:20 PM)
   well find another guy and buy me a plane ticket to cali and

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:47:34 PM)
   *faints*

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:47:44 PM)
   i dont have any music on right know, family in bed

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:47:49 PM)
   haha

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:48:10 PM)
   i better not tell chiara that, but shes more than welcome to join in a huge gay guy and straight girl orgy

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:48:31 PM)
   lol

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:48:57 PM)
   matt youre the coolest nerd out there.

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:49:08 PM)
   and sexiest dont forget that

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:49:18 PM)
   ahmen.

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:49:20 PM)
   

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:49:25 PM)
   

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:49:40 PM)
   oh? and what is this face for?

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:49:47 PM)
   because i said you were sexy?

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:49:52 PM)
   cause you ahmened me

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:49:58 PM)
   haha, you know it.

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:49:58 PM)
   you said i wasnt it seemed

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:50:07 PM)
   oh ahmen lol

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:50:19 PM)
   i thought that was ahem like "not really"

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:50:43 PM)
   nuh uh, ahmen as in "That's correct!" in jesus context

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:50:53 PM)
   yeh i remember hen

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:50:59 PM)
   amen, is how its spelt though

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:50:59 PM)
   haha

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:51:01 PM)
   like the band

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:51:21 PM)
   haha, i like ahmen better. its like ah-men. somethin a gay guy would say

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:51:33 PM)
   lol

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:53:37 PM)
   wait, what time is it there?

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:53:45 PM)
   nearly 4am

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:53:50 PM)
   oh dear

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:54:21 PM)
    today was my last day of spring break

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:54:26 PM)
   

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:54:37 PM)
   not long till summer break though

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:54:43 PM)
   yeah i cant wait

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:54:48 PM)
   and not liike high school is hard

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:54:50 PM)
   keekee is coming, and you better

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:55:00 PM)
   oh but it is.

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:55:05 PM)
   atleast here in America

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:55:29 PM)
   if i could afford it i would but i have seriously no money

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:55:30 PM)
   it's so hard for us Americans, you know, taking credit for inventing Indie rock and all

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:55:36 PM)
   

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:55:37 PM)
   lol

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:55:44 PM)
   you pay ill come

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:55:48 PM)
   get a job, or give gay guys lap dances

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:55:52 PM)
   haha

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:56:18 PM)
   i think i have 40 dollars, soon to be spent

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:56:46 PM)
   i only need about £500 roughly $800 for a ticket lol

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:57:01 PM)
   hey, how about i buy you a one way ticket and you stay here?

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:57:02 PM)
   

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:57:07 PM)
   lol

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:57:22 PM)
   only if i have a bed to sleep in

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:57:29 PM)
   mine, duh!

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:57:36 PM)
   lol

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:57:50 PM)
   haha uh oh, i feel a sin coming on

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:58:09 PM)
   but then again i live in hollywood, like 2nd gay capitol of the world

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:58:24 PM)
   im sure you'll find a nice cute gay man's bed to cuddle in

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:58:33 PM)
   lol im sure you dad would probably object to me sleeping in your bed

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:58:58 PM)
   haha most likely, but a gay guy, who may live on the same block as me wouldn't

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:59:00 PM)
   

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:59:14 PM)
   that would be so cool if you lived with a gay man next door to me

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:59:26 PM)
   but im not actually gay

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:59:39 PM)
   but the gay guy doesnt know that

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (7:59:42 PM)
   only 1 guy i properly fancy and hes straight

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (7:59:53 PM)
   aww too bad

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:00:00 PM)
   you'd make a great gay guy

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (8:00:00 PM)
   but wont he expect sexual stuff?

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:00:09 PM)
   hehe..maybe

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:00:14 PM)
   you might just have to give in

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:00:27 PM)
   AND, davey doesnt live far from me

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (8:00:30 PM)
   how about i pretend to be a girl and stay with you?

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:00:39 PM)
   haha okay that works.

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (8:01:07 PM)
   "what are those noises?" "nothing dad were just having a pillow fight"

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:01:16 PM)
   hahahaha

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:01:42 PM)
   "okay i'm coming in" "no dad! im naked, so is matt"

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (8:02:23 PM)
   "why are you both naked?" "we were check each other for lumps"

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:02:39 PM)
   hahaha

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (8:03:07 PM)
   "oh you both ok?" "well i felt a rather large bulge on matt"

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:03:17 PM)
   HAHAHAHA

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:03:35 PM)
   oh my god, keek and i still look at that pic you sent us of you in your "new underwear"

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (8:03:46 PM)
   lol

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:04:58 PM)
   "is he okay?" "yeah i might have to heal him hands on"

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (8:05:21 PM)
   "actually i think it might go away if we rub it a bit"

You Will Dwell Under The Fading Trees As All Around You Decays In The Sick Mortality says: (8:05:42 PM)
   "okay kids, be safe."

Matt - Gay boys have more fun. says: (8:05:55 PM)
   lol

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[Apr 3 05 ` 3 11 pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Hey Kids.

This saturday, as usual, i'm going surfing at breakwater. but since i havent seen a majority of you since break started and school, i'm inviting anyone who wants to come surfing with me to come along.

IM me - SurfPeaceLove if you are interested

If you don't have a board, we can make a stop at ZJ's and i'll get you hooked up with a foamy for the day.


i'm stoked.
ali

PS - school tomorrow. ew. does anyone know if we had H-Double U over break?

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WARNING: This Is A Sad Entry. And A Long One. [Apr 1 05 ` 9 52 pm]
[ mood | sad ]

IF YOU WENT TO SURF ACADEMY, READ THIS

Well, today was great, and memory-packed.

I went surfing at station 28 (AKA surf academy spot AKA "KOK Town") and Breakwater. Enough said, reminds me of summer.

Soo, Everything today, literally everything reminded me of summers at surf academy.

First things first, i woke up at about the normal time i would to go to surf academy. I got dressed and went out and it was still really early, like summer. I strapped my board on the top of the car and we left. On the way, i was listening to my iPod, duh, and the other day lily and i made a "Surf Academy" mix of songs that we listened to alot this past summer. i was listening to it in the car and i quickly became distruaght with summer memory. Now, everyday during summer, before i hit surf academy, my dad would take me to albertsons and get my lunch and breakfast. for breakfast every morning in summer, its the same thing. Krispy Kreme Whipped Cream filled donut, and a starbucks frappacino thing. guess what i ate this morning? yep. Krispy Kreme Whipped Cream filled donut, and a starbucks frappacino thing.

then i went to the surf academy spot, and we i got out at the parking lot as usual, and it was kinda cold and foggy. just like summer mornings. and i walked down to the water and stretched on the beach as if it was a normal morning at surf academy. i surfed, and met with some people and we walked down to venice breakwater. after camp sometimes id like to walk to breakwater and surf there. it was so weird. then i met up with my dad at the boardwalk. he drove me and a few pals to the promenade. dropped them off, then me and my dad walked to the promenade. on the way, i walked by the laemmle theatre, where sarah, lily, keek, and myself, sometimes alice saw either napoleon dynamite or riding giants EVERYDAY. and i remembered us going to the theatre and taking posters and stickers and shit from the tables.

then my dad and i went to the ripcurl store looking for a new surfboard. enough said. i saw the purse that read "Mysterious Palm", thus the very same purse that was the birth of Lily's nickname, Lily The Mysterious Palm. then i went home and went over to my neighbors pool, where sarah and i would take a dip in everyday after surfing. i remembered when me and sarah would swim in there, it'd be freezing cold, and we'd see dead animals floating by, and moss along the bottom of the pool. then i came to my room and watched almost famous, which sarah and i ALSO watched EVERYDAY this summer.

now im sitting here listening to the very same mix ive been listening to all day and all the summer. its sad. very very sad.

Here's what i miss about summers:
-I miss waking up and loading my surfboard on the car, for some reason
-albertsons in the morning, and that damn good donut
-getting greeted by nick and marianne
-greeted by rim, ned, annie, amelia, rob, luisa, etc.
-stretching
-foamy talks
-surfing
-DEATH BALL!!
-lunch, always fun.
-zeno's pizza and politics talks
-torturing Rim's nipples
-sunbock orgys
-annie and amelia dancing to 80s music
-luggin surfboards up the beach
-wetsuits and rashguard cleaning with sarah
-board loading
-taking the tide shuttle to the Laemmle theatre
-cooper's crazy rides to the nade (he drives like a mad man)
-the day we got a ride from max and andrew
-seeing napoleon dynamite
-going to the mall and getting indian food samples
-going to sarahs house
-swimming in the pool till late at night
-easy-mac and home made movies
-sleeping in the same bed with sarah, haha.
-splash for cash
-bike ball with sarah
-walking mopsy and tiger at midnight
-jacuzzi at midnight
-tennis with sarah
-amelia calling me almost every night for no reason
-planning for my birthday
-dressing up crazy with sarah
-going to the grove with sarah
-PARTY WORLD!
-hatty!!!!
-the trolly
-my birthday
-everyone going to the grove at night
-chase and that guy getting hit on by the gay black guy
-webcam chats with keek and mattness
-beavis and butthead with sarah, and lily
-rob. just...rob.
-hanna and taishi's mom's sushi
-filling ned's belly button with sand
-tod's drunk stories
-playing guitar and sarah singing
-surfing, plan and simple.
-sarah and i getting free movie tickets from old people
-melrose
-going to the laemmle in hollywood
-seeing hot emo guys in the theatre
-that guy laughing so hard in napoleon
-recieving news of the "new" ending in napoleon
-meeting mateo

Here's whats one the S.A. mix (and each song's signifigance)
Coheed and Cambria - In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth:3
(reminds me of car rides with keek, and matt.)

Evangeline - Bad Religion
(chiara)

Boys Dont Cry - The Cure
(July 1st, 2004. Background music to skinny dipping)

Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
(reminds me of surf academy)

Lovecats - The Cure
(chiara, max and danielle)

Bohemian Like You - Dand Warhols
(listen to it everyday)

This Is The New Shit - Marilyn Manson
(haha alice cracking up)

Canned heat - jamiroquai
(napoleon dynamite, duh)


I'm not sure i can wait 3 months for summer. fuck. i was crying while writing this whole entry.

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[Apr 1 05 ` 12 42 am]
I had sex with a 21 year old football player last night...



















































HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!
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[Apr 1 05 ` 12 25 am]
Answer These Using Just Song Titles.

1. are you female or male: Valley Girl (not literally)
2. describe yourself: Anyone Else But You
3. how do some people feel about you: Retarded
4. how do you feel about yourself: A Lack Of Color
5. describe your exboyfriend: Does He Love You?
6. describe your current boyfriend: Here Today, Gone Tomorrow.
7. describe where you want to be: Blue Hawaii.
8. describe what you want to be: Bohemian Like You.
9. describe how you live: Runnin With A Gun
10. describe how you love: Crossbone Style
11. share a few words of wisdom: Heroin Is So Passe
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[Mar 28 05 ` 10 04 pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I've recently realized I have no life.

Why else would I update this piece of fuck every fucking day?

i'm going to go back and delete as many entries as I possibly can, and maybe keep a few important ones here and there If I ever feel like reflecting on myself. i'm sorry to those of you whom I annoy. It's Okay accepted.

One of my new years resolutions was to not be on bad terms with anyone this year. So If you and I are in a quarrel, please do comment. IM me, surf peace love, and let's resolve our dispute, mmk?

Love,
Ali.

EDIT: This will probebly be my last entry for a while. I thought I'd do this though...

+I smoke cigarettes, I'm addicted.
+I don't really have a best friend.
+My favourite magazine is SG.
+I get labeled, alot. Alot of things
+I want a fashion/skunk/reverse mullet uber bad.
+I can be a health freak.
+I'm buddhist.
+I find particular interest in art, photography, and literature.
+Favourite fast food is Taco Bell and Subway, and I hate fast food.
+Black people are funny.
+I have fetishes for lips, eyes, and hair
+I'm obsessed with piercings. and hair.
+I practice poor hygine when it comes to my own hair.
+I have bad skin.
+I like playing with fire and razors.
+I have a secret crush on gay guys. and transvestites who work at Cosmos.
+I have a phobia of rollercoasters, no seriously.
+If I had three wishes, It'd be to be sailor moon, for all the hungry people to not be hungry, and to be able to talk to animals.
+I wish I was pretty, not shitty.
+I was called "indie" today.
+Indie music does make me happy.
+I hate Franz Fernidad, Pop music, and rap.
+I wish I was older.
+I have a phobia of babies.

Farewell.

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[Mar 27 05 ` 9 42 pm]
[ mood | sad ]

so i was having an excellent day today....

until tonight, more drama *gasps*!!!

I got in another big arguement with my dad about the whole lip ring thing. he's such a dick. i kept asking him why he'd say no and he'd respond with "because i said so." fuck. i was trying to explain to him that im not suicidal, doing drugs (wink) or having sex with random guys every night. he didnt believe me. then he embaressed me ALOT by saying if every member of our family thought i should get one, he'd let me. so he calls my grandmas, aunt, uncles, cousins, all of them. ofcourse half said no. bitch. im so sad. but he said i could do whatever the fuck i want with my hair, which is okay i guess.

so i guess i'll have to kiss this goodbye or wait another year or two..
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PS - Anyone wanna go with me to Melrose soon?
PPS - LILY! i can wait till thursday!

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A Survey For The Lonely Soul [Mar 24 05 ` 12 40 pm]
[ mood | sad ]

THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
Something important on your desk: Laptop, iPod, TV, Letters from Chiara
When you sleep you wear: Usually a bikini and a shirt
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: Another Surfboard
Something you don't have a lot of: Moneys? oh and drugs
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: Laptop, iPod, My "Memories Box"

MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: Cigarettes. adn Unprotected Sex.
A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: Hmm....
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: Too many people...
One person you have killed in your thoughts: Haha..ALOT of people

FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: Similarity to me, Unique style, Music Prefernce
Who makes you laugh most often: Gia.
A friend who you can tell anything: Chiara, Sarah, Gia, Lily, Cooper, Mateo.
A friend you can got to for advice: COOPER.
The best piece of advice you had been given: "Hang Loose, Braddah"-Spencer
two closest friends: Uhg, Far Too many to tell...
The friend who uses most of your energy: Sarah. Period.

EGO
Your 3 best qualities: I'm a good listener, I keep secrets VERY well, and I'm fun (i hope so)
Your 3 worst qualities: I can get very shy, I lack self confidence, I get bored easily.
Describe your Ideal self: Unique, Fun, Stoked.
You are embarassed when: I do something stupid.
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: When I broke my ribs in Waikiki.
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: My whole life (things with my mother), John and Rory, and almost losing my best friend.
Moment you are most ashamed of: Alot of those...
Your best physical feature: My Eyes?
Who/What makes you happy: Surfing,Music, Gia, Chiara, Cooper, Sarah, Mateo, John., Lily, Alice
Who/what makes you sad: My Mom. Uncle Steve!

EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: Insecurity, Lack Of Self Confidence, my pain.
The emotion you tend to experience most: Depression, Stoke, and Anxiety.
The emotion you are feeling most lately: Depression.
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: My Love Life?
When you are angry you need: To Surf.
When you are sentimental you need: A pencil and paper to write poetry, or a guy to hold me.
When you are in love you need: To be with that person as much as possible.

MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: Being at the beach with all my friends in Hawaii, and we were all laying on the sand on Waikiki holding hands, and all the sudden it started raining on us and we were screaming song lyrics to the sky, and we all fell asleep on the beach.
One of your most tragic memories: My Mom kicking me out of the house, and my grandpa dying.
One of your angriest memories: John going out with Rory.
A memory that makes you laugh: Hmm...Anything with Sarah and/or Surf Academy
A memory that makes you happy: I'm sorry for whomever this offends, but my first date with Brue.
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: Taking me to the beach, playing me a song on guitar, flowers (hibiscus or plumerias), Kissing me?
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: Being mean, conceited, takling about themselves alot.
Two things appealing about people: Hair, Piercings.
A personality trait you find appealing: Romantic-ness.
Your secret passion: Lip Rings.
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: being romantic and being together

RELATING
DO you have a bf/gf if yes who? No one, sadly. :(
What do you find sexy about them: Wherever he is, i bet he's sexy.
A place where you want to have sex: The Beach.
A strange place where you have had sex: haha... In a magical tree.
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person: No Clue.
What music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv?: Music. and anything good to get it on with.
Favorite song to have sex to: In The Waiting Line - Zero 7
Describe your mate physicaly: I dont have one so i'll describe my dream man..sexy hair, striking eyes, lip ring, tall?, skinny?
Describle your mate's personality: Romantic, Funny, Open, Daring, Sexy.
You feel most attractive when: I'm never attractive.
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise don't say naked): Hoodie, Tight Pants, Dandy warhols shirt, fingerless gloves? haha
What would you like your mate to do more of: Kiss me, spend time with me.

FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: Umm.. draw?
If you had more patience you would: be patient.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: my skin.
If you had no committments what would you be doing: Looking for some.
If you could have one super power what would it be: Flying.
If you could start all over....: I wouldnt make any mistakes. i'd be careful who i befriend, and who i date.

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[Mar 23 05 ` 8 52 pm]
[ mood | still depressed ]

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I Will Marry This Man and Marry This Man I Will

Mateo, you are god. I love you.

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[Mar 23 05 ` 8 20 pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Well, All I have to say is ...Mo, have fun at Disneyland with Gia. I fucked up.

Gia and Gia's dad (Uncle Steve), im sorry.

Gia, we shall bowl soon.

I love you, cuz.

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[Mar 22 05 ` 8 44 pm]
[ mood | happy ]

AHHHH IM SO PISSED!

my dad said i couldn't get my lip pierced again until im 16 because it's self mutalation! OUTRAGEOUS!

(this self mutalation thing is on account of my last 4 attempts to do it myself, in which my dad thought i was suicidal)

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[Mar 22 05 ` 3 36 pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Hey. Bored and thought i'd post some more pics from me and gia.


comment your name and ill say what i have in common with you

i'm so stoked..
tomorrow-hanging out with two of my favourite people, JESUS (yes the guy who does the morning annoucements at SAMO) and Geves
In exactly a week- IM GOIN TO DISNAYLAND WITH GIA!!!! YEYAH!!

meantime, hurrs some pics..

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My BEAUTIFUL front yard (yes thats police tape)

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Makin cake

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My favouritest store of them all

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haha what the fuhck


haha me and gia in Cosmo


Making bags....


RILO KILEY IS... THE "indie crush queen" haha compliments of rolling stone amgazine

lets move onto our sunday morning in chinatown


haha gia protecting herself from SARS outside the anime shoppe


haha Hello Kitty is mah homegurl fo reals


haha...smurfs

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